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[06 Jan 2003|02:55pm] |
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haha. today was pretty boring but hey thats life for ya babe. history was pretty gay, especially since the teacher decided to pick his freaking nose the whole period and that had me pretty disgusted. then in gym, we started square dancing. yes, square dancing, lmfao. it had to be the funniest, most awkward thing ever. i couldn't stop laughing when we had to walk in a circle holding hands, it reminded me of kindergarten and kids with clammy hands. when i got home i ate soup, and now i'm getting ready to work on my history outline and study for geometry. ill probably be getting a new journal soon.
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| paint a smile and pretend |
[05 Jan 2003|07:16pm] |
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today i helped my parents take down the christmas decorations, and the tree, and all that good stuff. it was pretty depressing, knowing the holidays are over and not much to look forward to for a while. then i did some laundry, and a little homework but i didn't finish. i played counterstrike for a few hours, which was the highlight of my day because i was kicking anus. leon called and we chatted it up for a bit. brr and its cold and i want it to snow a lot lot. later later
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| being drown |
[04 Jan 2003|06:03pm] |
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swimming was so hard today. it really did drag on. i'm exhausted. i want to rent a movie tonight, that would be a really good idea. fred is like my mommy cos she feeds me after swimming. haha. i had no lunch today because i don't like anything we have. didnt go to the mall today, which isnt so much a bad thing because if i went i would have to be carried around being that i have absolutely no energy right now. dumb carbon monoxide. later later.
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| i think of what it tastes like |
[31 Dec 2002|09:18pm] |
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life may not be the party we had hoped for, but while we are here we might as well dance.
stolen from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) wildthang4 megan. it's a good quote for me it's time to start being more optimistic, because being somber is going to get me nowhere. this year, my new year's resolution is to be a better person altogether. to be more helpful to those in need, and to be more caring, to be a better friend.
happy new year everyone.
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| ihateyoubeautiful. |
[31 Dec 2002|08:07pm] |
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as if it happening wasnt enough
i gotta go and write a song
just to remind myself how bad it sucked
ignore the sun, covers over my head
wrote a message on my pillow that says
karyn stay asleep in bed
so dont apologize
i hope you choke and die
search your cell for something
which to hang yourself
they say you need to pray i
f you want to go to heaven
they dont tell you what to say
when your whole life has gone to hell
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[31 Dec 2002|02:57pm] |
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no one can understand how i feel.
mom: get out of here, you look like you're having a seizure.
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uh i'm lonely ;x off to go watch movies alone and shiver. who cares? i'm gonna do some freaking work now, and stop letting my fat cow-ass procrastinate.
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| i love you even though it isn't FAIR!!@# |
[30 Dec 2002|07:44pm] |
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it's all in how you fucking mix the two.
the voices fade away in the back of her head
she forgot who she was
because no one really cared in the first place
she got lost in the rain
and everything fell apart from there
she sees this boy in the back of her mind
night and day
and the pictures just won't go away
she dwells on every word he says
especially the hurting words
she lives to know what's wrong with her
ignores what tomorrow will bring
through pain and suffering
bruises all over
she pulls through
makes it out alive
she trudges up the hills
and into a place
where she can forever be at peace
where she can forever be alone
the endless emotions will never leave
shes left with pain
for she knows that the other girl
could replace her any day
and all she ever wanted
the only thing she wishes for
is to smile inside and out
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[30 Dec 2002|02:43pm] |
sprawled across the kitchen floor
all i can feel is my hands shaking
your words play back repeatedly
i'm in a trance with no sign of waking
you whisper dreams into my ear
and with that alone, you discard my fears
i'm wondering if this is truly real
and if this is how it's supposed to feel
to give your heart out for the taking
and for once feel a love with no sign of heart breaking
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[30 Dec 2002|10:39am] |
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I DONT WANT TO FCKING SWIM TODAY. i have so much work to do. my stomach started really hurting after i ate that cinnamon toast crunch, oh man.
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| oh donna.. |
[28 Dec 2002|10:41am] |
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mxpx-oh donna |
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my love came over last night, yaay hes amazing. we watched lilo and stitch, and i really really liked it, i knew i would & i knew he would bwaha. twas a great night for me Y. today i'm not going to swimming because i have a doctor's appointment because i've had swimmer's ear for about a month. today i'm going to see the starting line & taking back sunday! yeah!
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[27 Dec 2002|04:56pm] |
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yayay my love comes over tonight im gonna get some lovin!
my heart is pumping for one reason, maybe its my imagination but its true. it's all in your hands, i no longer, have this on my shoulders.
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[27 Dec 2002|10:22am] |
have another drink and drive yourself home
i hope there's ice on all the roads
and you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield
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[25 Dec 2002|09:12pm] |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
i hope you all had the bestest christmas and got all the best stuff. my christmas was wonderful! i got so so so much cool stuff. AHH i'm so happy! wahahah oh gosh you don't know how excited i am!
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| oh snap! |
[23 Dec 2002|06:33pm] |
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fred just left, and i went chasing after her making scary noises. bwah-ha-ha. she helped me, hee. we harassed this fat monkey & because of her only people on my buddylist can instant message me. ha, vut-ever. all in fun.
tomorrow is christmas eve! wrapping time! i should really help motherbear now, right? i think she deserves it cos these evil boys have been just horrid lately. i helped her make cookies today! ee time to wrap & do that. xoxoxo
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| i still taste you thus reserve my right to hate you |
[22 Dec 2002|05:25pm] |
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is it just me or is the singer from brand new beautiful?
hmm, spent today doing absolutely nothing, and i have no regrets.
at least i can swallow now.
plans for the night remain, wrapping gifts..
and off to CYO i go.. have a beautiful night.
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| baby |
[21 Dec 2002|11:02pm] |
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i'm staring at this screen &
it's putting me in a trance &
i'm wanting so much not to be here right now
it's ok if no one calls :x
i want so much, not to care
that i don't feel like anyone cares
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| ..you always say goodnight |
[21 Dec 2002|05:03pm] |
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the juliana theory - you always say goodnight, goodnight |
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so baby did you sleep an hour for me
how i wish i was there right now
i wasnt gonna tell you i could change things
i'm afraid i never will know how
but i dont really think that i can take it
will i make it alone somehow?
so hold me in your arms before i leave you
i'll be back as soon as time allows
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